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Ahad, 19 Disember 2010

W.I.T.H.O.U.T Y.O.U I'M N.O.T.H.I.N.G

my life is just empty w/out yOu my fwens...
will always Love yOu...always n always...
Forvive me if i hurt You..
Correct me iF im Wrong...
Remind me if im Forget...
Coz im Not perFect..Not even Good..
But what can i do..
i will always wif You..
i cant prOmise dat i'll Not hurt You,
bUt what can i promise
i will never leave You..
If you want helP, Dun Hesitate to ask my Hand..
i Cant promise to do muCh for yOu, but i promise The Best as i Can..
Im nOt da Life Saver, But at least I can lend my shoulder For yOu..
i will tRy to be a good Listener..i will Not Leave You alOne..


but Please dun leave me Behind..
PleASE dun forget me...
Coz im Nothing without You.. 
yOu are Da ones who always in my Heart...
Please im promise you something...
Can you Promise Something in Return..

Jumaat, 10 Disember 2010

ape erti hari lahir pada saya...?

..salam..

hari lahir ini pd hakikatnya bukanlah sst yg diaujurkan oleh Islam untuk diraikan, lagi2 jika mengikut budaya agama lain. tp pd sy, hari ini boleh je nak diraikan tp dlm bentuk yg sdrhana,tnpa pembaziran..=)

Khamis, 9 Disember 2010

SiaPa Sy Di hati Mu...

Salam....^_^.


heheheh,,,tgOk tajuk cam jiwang la pulak...hahaha..ade cam tajuk novel x?kuang3x!! heee... well,sbnrnya sy tatau la ade ke tajuk novel cam ni..xpenah jumpa pulak..lagipun dah lame meninggalkan zaman2 novel ni..hahhaa..bajet la sgt. bukan dah x minat, tp kekangan masa, xsempat sgt nak layan novel nih..hihi..
lagi pun sekrg kena lebih selective cket, kena baca benda2 yg kebih baik. sbb kita kena mendidik minda untuk membaca bahan2 yg lebih baik, dlm kita nak membina modal insan yg lebih baik.

hmm...okey..mode serius bermula..=).ini kisah benar,bukan rekaan. kisah dri sy dan mungkin kisah org lain juge.tapi,camne nak mulakan pun tatau la.sbb ia kisah yg terlalu lama d'pendam dan x bersusun ngn rapinya,smpi susah sy nak susun mengikut urutan yg spttnya...hmm...
ape yg sy hak cerita ni bukan dgn niat nk kutuk sape2, tp lebih kpd isi hati sy sndiri...sy tatau nak luah pd siapa,sy x reti nak buat diari, jadi pd blog ini sy tuliskan semua. dgn harapan,ia dpt m'ngurangkan kesedihan,kegelisahan hati sy...biar tade siapa yg baca n mengetahui,sbb ia lebih baik...
sbnrnya,,sy mempunyai kwn2 yg ramai.tp xde lah ramai sgt.tp sy ade bbpe org kawan yg boleh diconsider sbg kawan rapat...(ini adlh kwn2 sy sepanjg di uni).kwn2 sy ni baik dan mesra..mereka juga hebat,sy x nafikan...tp ade sst yg sy perasan, mereka kurang common-sense.maaf kawan2 ku...=(
sbb ape sy kata mcm tu? sbb sy memerhatikan keadaan skliling. dan dr situ sy kenal peribadi org2 di keliling sy. mereka kurang peka dgn keadaan kawan2 mereka.. atau ayat mudah, aku x kisah. w/pun mungkin mereka m'ngatakan 'ya,aku kisah,;,  tp pada hakikatnya sbnrnya kurang ambil kisah..sedih...

tp ape boleh buat manusia x sempurna.xpe la,maafkan lah sbb manusia x sempurna, sy juga byk kekurangan...=)

emmm..berikut ada lah do n dont's (based on mine) in friendship:

1) jgn ingat kawan time susah je, time senng lupe. esp bagi yg hidup matinya always ngn buah hati kesayangn.
apa kata time xda duit mintak buah hati k'sayangan bagi duit? xpun time xde credit mntak buah hati kesayangan tpoupkan? kan senang? x pun time hp rosak, jgn pnjm kawan punya. ape kata mintak buah hati kesayangan hadiahkan hp baru.. kata syg kan.nak sehidup semati....huhu..(ini adlh ayat yg sy nak sgt luahkan tp x tercapai...sbb xnak sakitkan hati sesiapa..).
2) jgn ajak kwn keluar semata2 nak beli hadiah untuk buah hati k'sayagngn. x terasa mcm mempergunakan kawan ke? cube pk, time kelua ngn buah hati, ade ke pk pasal kwn,even sesaat? xda kan.jadi jgn harap nak gunekan kwn sedemikian rupa,intentionally or unintentionally.
3) asyik nk mengharapkan kwn memberi je, bile masa awk pulak nak memberi? 
4) jgn la bila jumpa kwn,asyik nak ckp pasal mslh ngn buah hati je. x letih ke? ppth melayu berbunyi."jika takut dilanda ombak,jgn berumah di tepi pantai.'.jadi bersediala nak terima risikonya.  lagi2 bila wat perkara yg dilarang dr segi agama, pk2 la kesannya..wallahua'lam..

byk lagi..tp biarlah di ruangan lain pulak..
ouh ye lupe..
sem baru nak mula hari isnin nati..
ade seorg kwn tu dah xnak register subject2 same2 dah. kenapa?ty dia sendiri. pressure ye? so, carilah kwn2 yg dpt membahagikan awk sgt2, yg boleh ikut rentak dan keperluan awak stiap masa. lepas ni. i will never care about u anymore..;p... konon2 nak mempertahankan awak betul?baik,silakan...
okeyy..lega sikit rasanya...;p
tata..tutu..titi...

Khamis, 2 Disember 2010

teringin tapi TAKUT fasa ke-dua....

Salam semua...
hmm...im counting daysss...lagi 2hari result exam akan keluar...risau ngn pelbagai kemungkinan...possibility untuk repeat paper mcm ade je...owhh im so worryyy...=_=. harap2 nye x lah... harap sgt...

tapi bila pk2 balik, x elok bebankan otak ngn keberangkalian2 begini.. otak jadi x sihat kan..?huhu.. i did da best on my part, so the reat leave to ALLAH..insya allah...=)
kata2 di bwh adalah lebih untuk memujuk dr sendiri...yes,sape lagi nak pujuk kalau bukan dr kita sendiri...huhuhu...


YA ALLAH, JADIKANLAH DIRIKU HAMBA YG X PERNAH MELUPAKANMU...DAN SENTIASA BERSYUKUR DI ATAS RAHMATMU,, BERIKANLAH KEPUTUSAN YG BAIL DLM PEPERIKSAANKU..JGN KAU UJI DGN UJIAN YG X TERMAMPU KU TANGGUNG..
AMEEN YA RABB...(doaku....)



"Oh soul, you worry too much.

You have seen your own strength.

You have seen your own beauty.

You have seen your golden wings. Of anything less, why do you worry?

You are in truth the soul, of the soul, of the soul."


myself....

You were born with potential.
You were born with goodness and trust.
You were born with ideals and dreams.
You were born with greatness. You were born with wings.
You are not meant for crawling, so don't...
You have wings. Learn to use them and fly.....


Life isn't always easy....


Consult not your fears but your hopes and dreams.

Think not about your frustrations, but about your unfulfilled potential.

Concern yourself not with what you tried and failed in, but with what is still possible for you to do....


 
ALLAH ITU SENTIASA ADA...BERDOALAH KITA..JGN PERNAH BERHENTI....;)

Sabtu, 27 November 2010

CataTan Untuk Si Dia...

Tolong beri tahu si dia, aku ada pesan buatnya
Tolong beri tahu si dia, cinta Agung adalah cintaNya
Tolong beri tahu si dia, cinta manusia bakal membuatnya alpa

Tolong nasihati si dia,
jangan menyintai sesorg lebih dari dia menyintai yang Maha Esa
Tolong nasihati si dia, jangan mengingati sesorg lebih dari dia mengingati yang Maha
Kuasa
Tolong nasihati si dia, jangan mendoakanku lebih dari dia mendoakan ibu bapanya

Tolong katakan pada si dia,
dahulukan Allah kerana di situ ada syurga
Tolong katakan pada si dia, dahulukan ibu bapanya kerana di situ syurganya

Tolong ingatkan si dia, aku terpikat kerana imannya bukan rupa

Tolong ingatkan si dia, aku lebih cintakan zuhudnya bukan harta
Tolong ingatkan si dia, aku kasihinya kerana santun pekertinya

Tolong tegur si dia, bila dia mula mengagungkan cinta manusia

Tolong tegur si dia, bila dia tenggelam dalam angan-angannya
Tolong tegur si dia, andai nafsu mengawal fikirannya

Tolong sedarkan si dia, aku milik Yang Maha Esa

Tolong sedarkan si dia, aku masih milik keluarga
Tolong sedarkan si dia, tanggungjawabnya besar kepada keluarganya

Tolong pesan padanya,aku tidak mahu menjadi fitnah besar kepadanya

Tolong pesan padanya,aku tidak mahu menjadi punca kegagalannya
Tolong pesan padanya,aku membiarkan Yang Esa menjaga dirinya


Tolong khabarkan pada si dia,aku tidak mahu melekakan dia

Tolong khabarkan pada si dia,aku mahu dia berjaya dalam impian dan cita-citanya
Tolong khabarkan pada si dia,jadilah penyokong dalam kejayaanku


Tolong sampaikan pada si dia,cinta kerana Allah tidak ternilai harganya

Tolong sampaikan pada si dia,hubungan ini terjaga selagi dia menjaga hubungannya dengan Yang Maha Esa
Tolong sampaikan pada si dia,kerana aku tidak berupaya memberi tahunya sendiri…



"….Bila kau letih&hilang semangat, Allah telah tahu betapa dirimu telah mencuba sedaya upaya. Bila hatimu kedukaan, Allah telah mengira titisan air matamu. Bila kau rasa ktinggalan, Allah sentiasa disisimu. Bila tiada bererti buatmu, keliru&kecewa, Allah adalah jawapannya…."

L.e.s.s.o.n.I.n.L.i.f.e....

I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love.

I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.


I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

I've learned that two people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.

I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you you will find the strength to help.

I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I've learned that the people you care about most in life are sometimes taken from you too soon

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.

All you can do is be someone who can be loved.

The rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts

I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.

It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice.

I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief

"I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived."

Saya Suka, jadi sy Sukalah...

Assalamualaikum wbt!

alhamdulillah.. setinggi2 kesyukuran dipanjatkan ke hadrat ALLAH sbb dpt join blog..
(actually before this dah ade blog tapi dah lupe pasword,sbb dah lame x bukak...)

pada sumeee...

selamat hari petang! (jam skrg pukul 4.52pm)

ya, hari ini hari sabtu...hari cuti..(of cos hari2 adlh hari cuti buat sy sampai 12 Dec nanti...(yip2 Hoorayyy..!!)

okeyyy...nanti sy tulis lain pulakkk..hihi..
sehingga ketemu lagi syg2 ku...(syg ke?)..hahaha.